To my Mom, for being a big baby tonight on the phone when all she was trying to do was be a good mom.
It had nothing to do with you. I was feeling a bit sad and lonely. I know what I have, I know things are better, I know I should feel happy about it, sometimes I’m just a self absorbed moron. And sometimes I don’t know why when I hear your voice it all just gushes out.
Thanks for being my Mom. Thanks for listening to my crazy bull*$# (because if you read the below post you know I curse when you are not around). One day you will call me and I won’t cry on you. One day I will be the stable one, (okay,maybe not).
I LOVE YOU.
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December 1, 2008 at 3:29 pm
I love you, too. I am glad you feel safe enough with me to let it all out. Don’t forget, Mom’s are not perfect, not you and not me, despite the myth we are just human, but we do try really, really hard!
I still let it all out with my mom – your grandmom. (And I do think she is perfect.) I just hope to live up to her one day.
December 1, 2008 at 11:11 pm
Wow – I think I owe my mom the same apology after this weekend. Being a single mom and feeling like I’m always the one who is the mess is hard. Life as a single parent is hard. It’s difficult not to get self-absorbed sometimes. Hope you’re doing better now!